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Monday, April 2, 2012



Best friends is not just a name. A best friend is someone who is there for you, no matter what. You can trust them, with anything and everything. Best friends share tears and laughs, almost like their emotions are intertwined :')


I love you until Jannah , InsyaAllah :') Miss you a lot best friend :(
-Siti Nor Firdaus 


I miss my past. This picture told  many stories about us. If I can get into this picture :(

Saturday, February 25, 2012

I wish :/

Na na na na na naNa na na na na naHe takes your handI die a littleI watch your eyesAnd I'm in riddlesWhy can't you look at me like that

When you walk byI try to say itBut then I freezeAnd never do it

My tongue gets tiedThe words gets trapped

I hear the beat of my heart getting louderWhenever I'm near you

But I see you with her slow dancingTearing me apartCause you don't seeWhenever you kiss herI'm breaking,Oh how I wish that was me

She looks at youThe way that I wouldDoes all the things, I know that I couldIf only time, could just turn backCause I got three little wordsThat I've always been dying to tell you

But I see you with her slow dancingTearing me apartCause you don't seeWhenever you kiss herI'm breaking,Oh how I wish that was me

With my hands on your waistWhile we dance in the moonlightI wish it was meThat you call later onCause you wanna say good night

Cause I see you with her slow dancingTearing me apartCause you don't see

But I see you with her slow dancingTearing me apartCause you don't seeWhenever you kiss herI'm breaking,
Oh how I wishOh how I wishOh how I wish, that was me

Oh how I wish, that was me






Its hurt when someone you like , love another person. Its like very hurt. But then I've to smile smile smile and smile. Pretending like nothing happens. Its his choice, his right to do a choice. Even we are still young, too young to know what is love actually. I always keep remember Kak Atieqah's word. I just wanna be like her. She is a great Idol :B Andd this word are really inspired me a lot. 'CINTA TAK SEHARUSNYA MEMILIKI' Easy to say but its hard to do. Really hurt. I'm not even strong to let the person that I like to another girl. But I believe in takdir Allah.He will give me a better one. Setiap apa yang berlakuu mesti ada hikmah disebaliknya.He knows everything caused he arranged the best for us. Maybe to let him go is very hard and hurt, But if this is the best for him its enough to see his happiness even we are not the reason for his happiness. Just let him go, find his happiness with others. Believe in takdir. I was set up on my mind to move one. I'll avoid from seeing him. Gosh, really hurt when he smile to another girl. I know, we are never being together. Maybe there's something good for me. I'll always pray for you,dear. I'll keep see you dari jauh. All the best and find your true happiness :)

95 for Road Run :B


11 Feb 2012 - Road run of SMK(P) SRI AMAN was held. Anddd guesss whaaat ??? I got number 95 out of 300++ students yang datang. Fuyooooo, bangga ni :B Mula mula nak lari dengan Suhaila, Intan, Nina, and of course Balqis. Tapi tiba tiba lari dengan suhaila je sepanjang road run tu sebab tiga makhluk tu Missing In Action. Run run run run ehemmm run baby run, don't ever look back :) Jog about 2km non stop. Phewwww ~ Penat. That's one word that I can describe -,- Sampai Masjid tu, aku stop. And Suhaila said 'Come On, Najwa. Give something to him in this road run that you will never forget even he never know, that you can appreciate in this last year. So, I ruun again. Sampai depan sekolah, dah tak larat sangat, Aku suruh suhaila lari dulu. Then, after dah sampai we got MILO free (Y) Oh Yeah, I arrived school around 9.15 a.m andd 30min for 4.9 km ;D I should proud of myself (Y) Even tak dapat medal macam Fara pun, kira bersyukur lah kan kan :D So, Please do appreciate it. Aku mati matian lari because of your day. K finee, kau tak tahu. See, how much important are you in my life ? huh -,- Baru form 3, dah dapat effect besar dalam hidup akuu =.= Pergi jauh jauh. Btw, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY okay :) Siapa kata aku tak wish ? Aku wish k on your birthday, even you don't know. Keep calm and stay Handsome, budak :B Belajar rajin rajin, Change yourself to a better one k, keep smile and pleaseee jangan selalu buat muka kerek tu. Make your dream as a pilot comes true. Stay Awesome ;) 

Adioss Amigoss xx

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Niall Horan :*



Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, pretyyy much HANDSOMEEE maa ini budak :B Handsome handsome handsome. Stay cool and Awesome youu. 
'Word can be just word',right ? 
I'll take you to another world :B
Okay guys, please stay awesome and do love Niall James Horan :D


STAY CALM AND BE A ONE DIRECTIONERS (Y)